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[coyotecraft]

Guess I haven't turned the TV to know what's been happening this past week.

 

[bacon]

http://www.aljazeera.com/amp/news/2017/ ... 45115.html
News article

https://youtu.be/NscvImF5C_I
Actual footage
Man runs people over at a protest. And then drives off

 

[bacon]

Its worth noting that the neonazis were actually the counter protesters and the BLM groups and anti-facist protesters had a permit to be there

 

[bacon]

What kills me are these people saying that the neonazis had the right to be there.

1) they did not get a permit to protest, which is law
2) you have the right to believe in racism and violence but you do not have the right to incite it

 

[Mega Flare]

Yeah it got deyaled till aug 4th. And then got delayed again lol.

Still running mono fire?

Yeah. Haven't modified it yet with opus 3. Im traveling to a tournament next week and they still haven't got opus 3 so we banned opus 3 minus the starter cards.

 

[Jason]

GW2: Path of Fire :

More like GW2: We FINALLY have mounts.

 

[Xhukari]

I am forever ruled by sod's law. Case in point; applied for a job I didn't want and knew I would dislike. (Telemarketing) Got interview; turned out the job was more hours and worse than I thought it would be. Got offered the job. Turned it down for multiple reasons. Got an interview with Domino's (a job I would really like) was all excited about it... Didn't even get past the first stage (there are 3 stages).

 

[Byron]

I don't really know how to feel right now. My boyfriend broke up with me. For the past 6 months I've been trying so hard to be someone that he can love but he told me that he can't see me as more than a friend... Part of me wants to end myself another part wants to tear this house down and yet another part is oddly okay with it. Like. He was mostly dispondant to my emotions and didn't really take much interest in me romantically. I did kinda see it coming and I am okay with being friends with him... It's just that today I'm feeling very angry and upset... I'll probably get over it, but that doesn't mean I don't have to suffer today...

 

[Xilef]

You can start by replying to YOUR FUCKING TEXT MESSAGES AGRGAHRGAHRGAHRGH

 

[Byron]

Apparently I don't have credit even though I topped up this month >.>

 

[Xhukari]

Just discovered Tiled... come to me, my sweet prince! :p

 

[Fayte]

I don't really know how to feel right now. My boyfriend broke up with me. For the past 6 months I've been trying so hard to be someone that he can love but he told me that he can't see me as more than a friend... Part of me wants to end myself another part wants to tear this house down and yet another part is oddly okay with it. Like. He was mostly dispondant to my emotions and didn't really take much interest in me romantically. I did kinda see it coming and I am okay with being friends with him... It's just that today I'm feeling very angry and upset... I'll probably get over it, but that doesn't mean I don't have to suffer today...

you're definitely going to get over it. time heals all wounds even with the ones we love/d the most. It doesn't seem like it now but it's definitely not a good idea to be friends with them. At least not right now while emotions are still running high. I hope you feel better!

As for me. Well... yeah, I'm taking the day off from work tomorrow because of the.... "rally" and gonna spend the day drinking and playing video games in my underwear. Also, I'm lost in ff7.

 

[Byron]

I don't really know how to feel right now. My boyfriend broke up with me. For the past 6 months I've been trying so hard to be someone that he can love but he told me that he can't see me as more than a friend... Part of me wants to end myself another part wants to tear this house down and yet another part is oddly okay with it. Like. He was mostly dispondant to my emotions and didn't really take much interest in me romantically. I did kinda see it coming and I am okay with being friends with him... It's just that today I'm feeling very angry and upset... I'll probably get over it, but that doesn't mean I don't have to suffer today...

you're definitely going to get over it. time heals all wounds even with the ones we love/d the most. It doesn't seem like it now but it's definitely not a good idea to be friends with them. At least not right now while emotions are still running high. I hope you feel better!

Today I'm flipping between anger and apathy. We've spoken today and we can talk. The hardest thing for me is establishing the friendship boundaries. Our relationship has been always based on "I want to date him" so I don't really know where to draw the line. Like is it still okay to let him know when I get off of work or ask him to play video games? And not putting "x" at the end of every message is a conscious effort.

To be honest I don't do well with friends. I don't really have any outside of my house and online... He wants us to still be friends but all my friendships just fizzle out.

 

[bacon]

I don't really know how to feel right now. My boyfriend broke up with me. For the past 6 months I've been trying so hard to be someone that he can love but he told me that he can't see me as more than a friend... Part of me wants to end myself another part wants to tear this house down and yet another part is oddly okay with it. Like. He was mostly dispondant to my emotions and didn't really take much interest in me romantically. I did kinda see it coming and I am okay with being friends with him... It's just that today I'm feeling very angry and upset... I'll probably get over it, but that doesn't mean I don't have to suffer today...

you're definitely going to get over it. time heals all wounds even with the ones we love/d the most. It doesn't seem like it now but it's definitely not a good idea to be friends with them. At least not right now while emotions are still running high. I hope you feel better!

Today I'm flipping between anger and apathy. We've spoken today and we can talk. The hardest thing for me is establishing the friendship boundaries. Our relationship has been always based on "I want to date him" so I don't really know where to draw the line. Like is it still okay to let him know when I get off of work or ask him to play video games? And not putting "x" at the end of every message is a conscious effort.

To be honest I don't do well with friends. I don't really have any outside of my house and online... He wants us to still be friends but all my friendships just fizzle out.

Listen man it sounds like you need to take a step back and have some me time. I know you have social anxiety but you really should get out and do stuff, even by yourself.
Or look up groups on facebook to meet people with common interests. I remember finding the Phx Gaymer group which led to me making friends.

Ive dated a few guys man. Last relationship i think i learned the most important thing; you shouldnt change with the person you are dating. If you find someone, they should compliment you, not complete you. If you are in a relationship you should already be complete. Dating soneone with the expectation that you need them to be yourself is unfair to not only you but your partner; it puts a lot of pressure on your other.

So yeah go out there make some friends and just improve you man. Someone will love you for you, and if you never do find "the one" then youve still lived your life and feel complete and worthwhile.

Give it some time potion, thats what a heartbreak takes

 

[bacon]

I wouldn't be friends with this guy Potion, at least not right now in your life. You still have feelings and things might get messy. No one likes a messy beeotch

Sorry to hear about your breakup though ):

 

[Byron]

I don't really know how to feel right now. My boyfriend broke up with me. For the past 6 months I've been trying so hard to be someone that he can love but he told me that he can't see me as more than a friend... Part of me wants to end myself another part wants to tear this house down and yet another part is oddly okay with it. Like. He was mostly dispondant to my emotions and didn't really take much interest in me romantically. I did kinda see it coming and I am okay with being friends with him... It's just that today I'm feeling very angry and upset... I'll probably get over it, but that doesn't mean I don't have to suffer today...

you're definitely going to get over it. time heals all wounds even with the ones we love/d the most. It doesn't seem like it now but it's definitely not a good idea to be friends with them. At least not right now while emotions are still running high. I hope you feel better!

Today I'm flipping between anger and apathy. We've spoken today and we can talk. The hardest thing for me is establishing the friendship boundaries. Our relationship has been always based on "I want to date him" so I don't really know where to draw the line. Like is it still okay to let him know when I get off of work or ask him to play video games? And not putting "x" at the end of every message is a conscious effort.

To be honest I don't do well with friends. I don't really have any outside of my house and online... He wants us to still be friends but all my friendships just fizzle out.

Listen man it sounds like you need to take a step back and have some me time. I know you have social anxiety but you really should get out and do stuff, even by yourself.
Or look up groups on facebook to meet people with common interests. I remember finding the Phx Gaymer group which led to me making friends.

Ive dated a few guys man. Last relationship i think i learned the most important thing; you shouldnt change with the person you are dating. If you find someone, they should compliment you, not complete you. If you are in a relationship you should already be complete. Dating soneone with the expectation that you need them to be yourself is unfair to not only you but your partner; it puts a lot of pressure on your other.

So yeah go out there make some friends and just improve you man. Someone will love you for you, and if you never do find "the one" then youve still lived your life and feel complete and worthwhile.

Give it some time potion, thats what a heartbreak takes

I wouldn't say I need time to myself, I just need time not trying to impress others... I also need to make some new friends in this city. I've lived here for a year and a half and the only friends I have here live in my house.
I don't really believe in "you have to love yourself before you love anyone else" because I sure as hell will never be able to fully love myself but I shouldn't date someone just cause they filled that void and I do agree that compliment is better than complete. If you're with someone to make up for your lack of something you probably shouldn't be with them.
That being said I was dating him just cause I all around liked him. Maybe I put him on a pedestal and now that he's done this I am realising how selfish he is, but that doesn't mean I hate him for it. I did the same with my bf before him. Anyway I'm starting college soon so I'm just going to hone my craft and focus on doing what I always have: Making and playing video games.

It was dumb but I did ask him today if there was anything about me that I could improve on and he said

I know this isn't the best answer but nothing really. As lame as it sounds I think you don't need to change how you act around people. Character wise I think you are great where you are.

To me that sounds like he's just trying to upset me less but I do genuinely want to improve. As soon as he dumped me I stopped thinking about making our relationship work and started looking for unis.

I wouldn't be friends with this guy Potion, at least not right now in your life. You still have feelings and things might get messy. No one likes a messy beeotch

Man, normally I would agree with you. I am never friends with exs' usually however this time I am going to give it a try. I've got a lot of support around me and I do feel like I'm in a good place I'm just a bit roller coaster-y atm. If I do notice it going south I will abort. As I said. Most of my friendships fizzle out anyway.
It might seem strange as to why I would like him, but as I say, as a friend he is fun to be around. It's just romantically he isn't there.
I think the worst thing for me right now is just how I know it is a huge change for me but for him it's just business as usual. He's always treated me like a friend and as he said he can't "view me as more than a friend". So for him, the only thing he loses out on is me making an effort. It just took me this to realise he doesn't treat me any differently to anyone else. He didn't ever make any advances, he never tried to open up to me (apart from once when he was drunk) and he just never tried to get close. Or maybe he did, but it didn't feel like it...

The ball was always in his court but, instead of returning it, he just stopped playing.

 

[Mega Flare]

Whaaaa bacon is gay? When did this happen? I always thought you and peri had a thing going. You should move to canada and date shadow

 

[Fayte]

I love canada

 

[Mega Flare]

Did terrible today. Went 1-4

 

[bacon]

Whaaaa bacon is gay? When did this happen? I always thought you and peri had a thing going. You should move to canada and date shadow

You didnt know?! Cmon i announced years ago that me and dadevster were getting married and now we have like 6 kids and two nannys and 3 dogs and we live in a big house and make tons of money as successful weatherman and meteorologist duo.