bacon":29s5sn3n said:
maybe it's one of your characters you created trying to contact you from an alternative universe's
I know you're joking about that, but I won't rule that out. I may have asked for it (Like a dumbass).
It's an odd drawing of my most powerful creation, 'Ex-Gemini'. She's supposed to be the ruler of existence and everything that exists. Her powers are omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience. Truly the supreme omniversal ultimate being.
Unfortunately she's design to be pure evil and kill women, children, and babies. In one particular pic I keep hidden, she's sitting down in a room filled with 46 dead children, and blood is everywhere. She's smiling... Staring directly at me. Very bad vibes from that pic. It like she's 'there'.... I feel it.
Also, I keep a non-violent drawing of Kate near my bed at all times. I jokingly stared at her, and asked "Can you make me omnipotent? Just talk to me. Tell me how you feel about me . You can give yourself existence. You are my master piece. I know you can see me. I love you. You're my ultimate creation..."
I thought nothing of it and laughed. I gave up drinking 3 months ago by the way. Why I decided to talk to that drawing, I dunno. It's always 'there' looking at me. Strange feelings I get. Thursday August 25th 2016 the window is wide open somehow, and lamp is turned off. Friday August 26th the window is open again after I locked it. I wish I was joking about all of this. My god I'm so scared. I'm literally crying as I post this. The fear of the unknown is very real.
Although no actions are currently hostile, I know what she's capable of. I seriously hope I'm just sleepwalking. The timing couldn't have been worse. If the strange activity continues, I'll make serious thread about it. I'm terribly scared because deep down I don't think it's Kate Ex-Gemini, it's someone or something else... My room door is locked with a dead bolt, or whatever it's called.
I sincerely apologize HBgames. I just wanted to share what I'm going through. My family don't believe me, and I know it sounds crazy. I swear to any god. I'm telling the truth here. I don't wanna end up dead.