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Finally got my phone# switched to a cheaper service. So I've got a Pixi Eclipse running android 4.4.
It definitely looks cheap, like a toy phone. Right now I got a 60 day service, just to try it out, but if I buy a 1 year plan it's like $8 per month with data. Compare that to the $20 a month I was paying for a basic phone. Yeah, verizon was bleeding me dry.
 

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I've got a week before Nuka World drops for Fallout 4. I'm deleting all my data and starting fresh with a few mods. Played through the whole base game vanilla and had a great time for the most part. Now I'm modded to hell and the game feels kind of cluttered, to be honest. Also the load times are godawful.
 
i might post a bit of the game ive been working on in the what are you working on thread tomorrow
its 3 am and i solved the lighting problem, im ouuut
 

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I think there's a ghost in my room. Every time I wake up things are changed around, and I have no memory of doing those things.

Yesterday I went to sleep with the window close and the lights on. Woke up, the lights were off and the window was open. Today the window was opened again after I locked it down last night. I sleep alone most of the time upstairs with the doors locked. Either I'm sleep walking or there's a ghost/entity assisting me.

There's a creepy picture I drew of a girl (I'm not posting it). I'm sure it's related to that. It's the only picture that seems to be looking directly at me. It gives me a strange feeling as if it can see me, or something. No other drawing gives me that feeling, and grabs my attention a lot. That feeling of anxiety or uneasiness.

However, I'm recording my room while I sleep tonight. I seriously hope it's me sleepwalking and not what/who I think it is. I have never been so scared in my entire life. :sad: My windows are protected by security bars, reinforced solid steel.
 

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bacon":29s5sn3n said:
maybe it's one of your characters you created trying to contact you from an alternative universe's

I know you're joking about that, but I won't rule that out. I may have asked for it (Like a dumbass).


It's an odd drawing of my most powerful creation, 'Ex-Gemini'. She's supposed to be the ruler of existence and everything that exists. Her powers are omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience. Truly the supreme omniversal ultimate being. Unfortunately she's design to be pure evil and kill women, children, and babies. In one particular pic I keep hidden, she's sitting down in a room filled with 46 dead children, and blood is everywhere. She's smiling... Staring directly at me. Very bad vibes from that pic. It like she's 'there'.... I feel it.

Also, I keep a non-violent drawing of Kate near my bed at all times. I jokingly stared at her, and asked "Can you make me omnipotent? Just talk to me. Tell me how you feel about me . You can give yourself existence. You are my master piece. I know you can see me. I love you. You're my ultimate creation..."

I thought nothing of it and laughed. I gave up drinking 3 months ago by the way. Why I decided to talk to that drawing, I dunno. It's always 'there' looking at me. Strange feelings I get. Thursday August 25th 2016 the window is wide open somehow, and lamp is turned off. Friday August 26th the window is open again after I locked it. I wish I was joking about all of this. My god I'm so scared. I'm literally crying as I post this. The fear of the unknown is very real.

Although no actions are currently hostile, I know what she's capable of. I seriously hope I'm just sleepwalking. The timing couldn't have been worse. If the strange activity continues, I'll make serious thread about it. I'm terribly scared because deep down I don't think it's Kate Ex-Gemini, it's someone or something else... My room door is locked with a dead bolt, or whatever it's called.

I sincerely apologize HBgames. I just wanted to share what I'm going through. My family don't believe me, and I know it sounds crazy. I swear to any god. I'm telling the truth here. I don't wanna end up dead. :cry:
 
My brother painted a really freaking creepy picture of an anime girl (turned out like 12 year old's take on anime). We stuck it in the boiler cupboard so every time a serviceman opens it they are greeted by this freaky painting right in their face.
 

Hybrida

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Great news. I recorded my self sleeping, fast time lapse, nothing happened today. Only problem is the power is going out a lot. Off & On. It's too hot here for that, 98 degrees Fahrenheit. No air conditioning can be deadly here in South Florida.

I have a 'thing' for scary girls. I love the movie 'The Ring' and that game called 'F.E.A.R.' Scared me almost to death, but I keep wanting more. It's like an abusive relationship. I keep coming back knowing I'll be scared and disturbed for a few days. Why? I don't know.

Anyway nice talking to you all. Enjoy your day everyone. Later...
 
no. It was awful. 4 days of screaming kids. Getting yanked around. Just enduring everything that came at me.
Idk, I think they're under-stimulated or something. They raise hell on purpose. Can't agree on anything. Can't stand to lose.
I could buy myself some time getting them to play rock paper scissors.
"Rock. Paper. Scissors. Go..." both of them pause to try and cheat.
"Tell me what you're going to pick."
"I can't. I need to know what you're going to pick."
this naturally evolves into them adding on to the game. Light sabers > Metal.
then getting frustrated and going back to the original game.
Then someone "doesn't want to play anymore", completely forgetting they were doing it to decide what to play.

They're too impulsive to play Bop-it. They have their hand on "Spin it". The game says "pull it". They spin it. They lose. Rinse. Repeat. The game insults them. They get angry and don't want to play, take 2 steps away, walk back, lose again.
Kinda funny.
 

Hybrida

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OMG dude. That's hell. I would have been hitting the beers again if that were me.

Umm, I love bop it. I had that game like 15 years ago. I actually beat it. It's a certain way you can hold it and cheat. Hold both ends with your hands, place it on your knee. Bop it with your knee, use your hands for the other actions. (Those were the days. No cell phones or apps.)

It should make a cool sound when you win. I really hate that 'OOWWWW!!' sound when people lose. Ahahahaha.
 

Hybrida

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Vegeta is my favorite DBZ fighter. Reminds me a lot myself, except I actually win and don't toy with my opponents.

Like Vegeta, I have to work so hard achieve things people do with little or no effort. It's madness. That could make one evil, and extremely mean. My entire life is like that. Everyone around me had everything handed to them with ease. Only I had to work 40 to 500 times as hard to be on the same level. It annoys me to no end. That shit is still going on:

"Dude I hit the lottery." Good for yo' dumbass! I actually earned my money. (Stupid ass neighbors).
"Got a grant!" I paid for my own college. Congrats... (motherfucka)
"My family built this house for me." Lucky you. I had to pay $950 thousand for mine. ( Grrrrr )
"I'm fit." Great. I exercise everyday and I still have a gut, no abs, and not muscular. ( Man, shit )
"Why are you so mean?" Just get out, and never come back. ( *Sigh* )

It's like everyone else is running on a automatic easy program or something. My whole life I'm always forced take an alternative harder approach to reach same goal. That's just life huh?

It's why I can't be nice to other living beings. I'm always angry and full of built up hatred. I gotta stop pretending to be someone else. Mean and hateful is who I am. I accept it now...
 

Hybrida

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I'm not done yet. I gotta explain what unwanted assistance does to me:

I am man. An egomaniac. If I can't do something on my own, I don't need to do it. Remember when Goku was fighting Cell and was losing? Vegeta said Goku would rather die than receive outside help. There's a reason for that. Of course none of you would fuckin' understand that.

Why men almost never ask for directions? Same answer. That feeling of accomplishment 100% on your own is great. I have people trying to take that away from me. Even my own mother. I'm not letting strangers on the internet do it too. It's why I am never a team player. I am the team alone... lone wolf. My accomplishments are 100% mine, my failures are 100% mine. I never ask for assistance! I'll figure it out on my own. At least give me the chance-- even if I'm failing.

In a MMO game called Star Trek Online, I once solo'ed an enitre five player mission. Told everyone to stay at spawn point and relax. I wrecked the shit outta that enitre mission alone. "WTF dude?" Someone PM'ed me. That feeling of accomplishment. 100% me. None of you will ever experience that. Too caught up in help, support, and assistance. Imagine how the other players felt: "Dude you're way too good, go play another game." "You no life motherfucka." "I'm calling hax on that. That was impossible." "Dude you WTF PWNED this zone."

I was king of the universe that night. I know my limits also. When I say I can't do something, I can't do it! Even with assistance. I'm not ashamed to say I can't do something. I know me better than anyone else. Most importantly:

DON'T QUESTION MY ACTIONS. TAKE YOUR STUPID ASS ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT ME AND SHOVE IT! THANK YOU!
 

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