I'm getting pretty familiar with my creativity cycle.
Go long periods without doing anything.
Sugar Rush. Do anything just to have done something.
Feel confident. Look for serious project to commit too.
Back out of commitments because life interruptions.
Despair about never finishing anything.
Repeat.
Right now I'm at the "Looking for commitment" stage. If I commit to this, is there anything that could stop me? Yes. My grandma is scheduled for a brain tumor biopsy next week. I went through this with my Grandpa. And my dad's uncle before that. Lots of hospital visits and family time. If things go south I can look forward to funeral arrangements and I dunno what they're going to about the farm; an auction I imagine.
So if I'm going to accomplish anything it'll have to be by Friday. So really I just have tommorrow. 8 hrs, if I'm optimistic.
*sigh* I lost before I began. I'm just pretending I don't know it.