Ehg boy. Life's going really well but also not. Tuesday went really well. Found out the guy I like really likes DDR. Like his name is the high scores on the ddr machines in my city. He doesn't even live in this city. We played for ages and it was just a fun time. I haven't been out with a friend like that in a while. I'm looking to persue the relationship further but we've only known each other for two months so I think it would be wise to get to know each other more. Next step is just going around each others houses which might prove difficult considering my housemates and I are trying to move house. With that being said our first offer for a house was made and rejected. Turns out the county council has made changes to the HMO legislation which basically means it's harder for people from different households to rent houses. I don't know what the rationale was for these changes but whatever right? It means I don't have to borrow £1000. Instead I can just save up.
Speaking of borrowing money (providing I complete this year of education) my next year my education
could potentially cost £4000. I'm trying to see if I'm eligible for either the exemption: This basically means because I don't have level 2/3 qualifications I don't have to pay for the course. The only downfall with this option is that I
may have a level 2 qualification. I don't know what my diploma in administration counts as a level 2 qualification, and I'll have to ask the college. Or the other option: an advanced learner loan. I don't know what this one would entail as I haven't looked into it but I'd have to see if A) I'm eligible and B) What kind of loan it is.
I'm really stressed to be honest. I finished my "weekend" but before then work had me work 9 days in a row and the only day I got off between those days was for College and I had two assessments which I wasn't able to study for... Next week I'll only get 1 day off but it's possible/likely that they'll get me to work on that day too... It's weird. Work is supposed to help sustain me while I'm studying but more often than not it ends up getting in the way. With the addition of my crush I'm not getting much time to just breath and think. It's starting to feel like I've got this triangle of importance and I can only really focus on two while the other one suffers.
I'm just ranting and rambling cause I'm tired but I have to stay up for work but y'know. Things have been stressful lately and I'm getting a little tired so I just wanted to clear my head a little.