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I gave myself a month to get my engine complete enough to see if doing a game is feasible and it's already nearly ready :U everything worked first time, which doesn't usually happen
 

Hybrida

☆ Biggest Ego ☆
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LOL I suffered from so much backlash and outrage. No worry I have stuff planned, but not to too eager to show anything.

Plus I don't draw as good as most people here. Very demoralyzing in some cases.

It's like people showing off level 100 cool pokemon, and I'm showing a level 2 zubat. Well....



No matter how hard I try, It just comes out shitty. I could just hire people, but I have a Ego and like doing stuff myself. Obviously...

Edit: Typing from tablet. Children are hogging the PC's... >:|
 
I'm on a social media training course for the next 8 weeks. Monday to Friday 10 - 5. Was supposed to be 9 - 5 but one of the dudes on the course can't make it until about 10.

I have a lot of trouble socialising. I know this shouldn't be anything new, but I really noticed it today when one of the dudes was trying to joke with me and I just said the most depressing thing in response. I do it to push away people I don't like, but it always leaves a bad impression on the people I do like, and then I get actually depressed and it makes me act out worse... I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm just this huge mess at the moment. In attempt to break into the adult world and become a natural functioning human being, I have managed to break myself even more!

The person who was trying to talk to me was a nice and well meaning person, but he was just so hyperactive it annoyed me. He said he aims to make me smile by the end of the course, and maybe he will do just that, but for the most part I don't want to associate myself with him. In fact there is only one person in the class who I wish to associate myself with but I think I already scared him away...

I really don't know how to handle myself most of the time... In front of people "in power" (I.E. Supervisors, Coaches, Teachers, Bosses or just older people in general) I'm fine. I know how to fake the smile and I know how to talk in order to seem okay, but the moment someone even shows any semblance of wanting to be my friend I say things that make them uncomfortable. I guess when people want to be my friend I show them how bad I can be so nobody gets hurt later on? Or it's not actually that deep and I just am a depressing person. *Sigh*
I don't feel like I'm worth the trouble of becoming friends with I guess.


It's going to be a long 8 weeks.
 
Hybrida":3a12tsus said:
LOL I suffered from so much backlash and outrage. No worry I have stuff planned, but not to too eager to show anything.

Plus I don't draw as good as most poeple here. Very demoralyzing in some cases.

It's like people showing off level 100 cool pokemon, and I'm showing a level 2 zubat. Well....



No matter how hard I try, I just comes out shitty. I could just hire people, but I have a Ego and like doing stuff myself. Obviously...
Who draws better than you? o.o
 

Hybrida

☆ Biggest Ego ☆
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Everybody... LOL. I'm one dimensional. It's like I just lack the ability to draw good. The harder I try, the more shitty things come out. Some cave drawings are better than mine.

Even more sad, I have at least 300 E-books on how to draw. Mainly manga and comics. 84.1 gigabytes. Nothing is helping. I get angry too quick, and just rather play video games than draw.

Too bad I can just post my story in IRC format. Sure it will be lame, but It could do it quickly.

Tyrell: Focus all of your energy towards your breasts. Then quickly expand the energy outward.

Syla: Like this.......
*Zaaaapppppp!!*

Tyrell: Yes. You did it. That is call an omega form, or mode. Your megaton level is now a Nova level.

Syla: What does that mean, dad? What's a Nova level? My boobs are so huge now. Cool.

Tyrell: Ha...Your megaton level was 7 million megatons of explosive energy per second before you transformed, correct? Each megaton of power you had before is now equal to a class one supernova.

Syla: A supernova in my ass what now? Huh?

Tyrell: Syla. You can now dish out the power of 7 million exploding stars every second. A nova level of 1 is equal 10 octillion megatons. You have 7 million of those.

Syla: Holy Shit! I could destroy the galaxy in less than 15 minutes if that's true.

Tyrell: Okay, power down. Don't tell anyone about this. Your mother would kill me if she found out. She thinks you can't handle it. I knew you could. *looks away*

Syla: Awww, Dad. Look at the size of this rack! At least an S cup I'll say. So hard to stand up. They're giving off so much heat. I wonder what happens if--

Tyrell: Come on now. Power down before you fart and blow away half the galaxy...

Syla: Fine... *giggle* I was about to rip one too.

Tyrell: I knew it... *laughs*
 
A social media training course sounds like something I need. Salesmanship has got to be one of my biggest weaknesses, I don't market myself. And really I don't want too. I think it requires a personality and a willingness to manipulate and use people without really knowing them.

"It's just business" is too careless of an attitude for me to accept.
 

Hybrida

☆ Biggest Ego ☆
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Ohh come on. Hybrids can contain their energy. Sort of like how a black hole has 100 times the mass of our sun, but it's the size of a Basket Ball.

DBZ does crap like that all the time, but they're too stupid to explain it.

Also star wars does it. 200,000,0000 megaton rated Turbo Lasers, but makes a explosion the size of a small house. The real blast radius should blow up Asia with one shot. More unexplained stupidity...

:D
 
coyotecraft":2y15oqsf said:
A social media training course sounds like something I need. Salesmanship has got to be one of my biggest weaknesses, I don't market myself. And really I don't want too. I think it requires a personality and a willingness to manipulate and use people without really knowing them.

"It's just business" is too careless of an attitude for me to accept.
I gotta learn this too!
 
StrawberrySmiles":1e60bypq said:
coyotecraft":1e60bypq said:
A social media training course sounds like something I need. Salesmanship has got to be one of my biggest weaknesses, I don't market myself. And really I don't want too. I think it requires a personality and a willingness to manipulate and use people without really knowing them.

"It's just business" is too careless of an attitude for me to accept.
I gotta learn this too!
It's interesting. I haven't really learnt too much yet, but it's only day 2.
I have huge issues with "selling" myself. I tend to downplay my abilities and don't feel confident in myself.
Yesterday was strange cause I was in a bad mood. A fox was screaming outside my bedroom from 1 until 4 on sunday so I didn't get too much sleep. Luckily I slept for most of yesterday so my mood has improved and I'm feeling more sociable.

The people from the course haven't ostracized me, so that's good.
 

Hybrida

☆ Biggest Ego ☆
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On my Mind:

I'm addicted to Gatling Railguns. Not to many Sci-Fi's are on that bandwagon yet. The Halo universe has MACs, but their rate of fire are so slow. The travel speed is nice at 250,000 KM per second.

I always loved the idea of a rapid fire Magnetic Accelerator Cannons. How would that even look? I'm guessing a flashing blue/white stream of light followed by rapid impact explosions. The weapon might appear as a directed energy beam.

They're many types of railguns too:

Singularity Driver
Graviton Driver
Quantum Driver
HD Spike Driver
Black Hole Driver

Black Holes have infintie mass. Can't imagine getting hit by that, or ships firing mini black holes. Impossible.
 
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Oh my, no. But according to the laws of motion, an equal opposite reaction will occur and move the universe round the black hole instead.
 
I'm thinking of getting into vlogging. It's something to do regularly, and gets me into a flow of filming and editing.

Also thinking of starting 7 minute workout. Seems like a short, but fun, activity to do. First I need to make space for apps on my phone...

Edit:
Also, on the laptops at my training course the images in my signature are my avatar. They should be the old avatar (the pixel art that Jason did.)
 
I have been super scatterbrained these last couple weeks that...

*2 hours and 20 internet tabs later*

oh, I never finished typing this? Should I submit it or change it to something else or... I'll come back to this.

*another 2 hours later*

I gotta...

*funny dog video*

..stop...

*Wikipedia*

...doing...

*google image search*

...this.
 

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