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What's Your Mental Malfunction

Kind of reminds me of the phobias and fears threads, dreams and goal threads, and all sorts of things several forums have up somewhere, sometime, in some way.

Basically, have a personality disorder? A mental disorder? Some kind of emotional distresser? Share, why not - might make you feel better. But, please, too many people say "Oh! LOOK! I HAVE A.D.D.", and they say so mainly because they are hopped up on jolt cola and eat too many sugar coated breakfast cereals - which is not add, or hyperactive at all, it's simply a suguar rush - a very long one. So none of that kind of seld diagnose please.

Me, I have been diagnosed with ADHD, paranoia, a emotional control disorder, and damn near anything that became popular or known in the 80's and early 90's. By the time I was in junior high was even more ridiculed and I learned that in 1st grade my school (of all people) labled me mentally handicapped - without any tests, and that I was placed in slow classes, which probably explains a few things about why I would be diagnosed with various syndroms and such, that has never been proven.

The reasoning for this was because I could not speak coherently, for that matter I couldn't write clearly, or spell (still can't spell). That and an "unhealthy imagination" (what?!) led people to believe I was somehow not up to snuff with the rest of the kids. Eventually taking IQ tests, 6 times in my life, that all proved them wrong, but always "proved" someone else right, and a new diagnose would be notched onto the list.

But, the only things any test has proven is I have an emotional problem that makes me uncaring (supposably) and a slight tendancy of paranoia. Not the crappy "the governments coming to get me! wear the tinfoil hats!" paranoia. Sometimes I tend to show a xenaphobic disorder - but I don't see it.

So, does anyone else wanna say how mentally aschewed they are?
 
Well, for one, I'm really afraid of things, I won't even turn the light off when I sleep, and I will never not face the door. It's weird and I can't control it. I'm also an Insomniac Nocturnal.
 

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i am a fruit salad of mental disorders. slight add, autism, and paranoia, fairly severe depression (apparently, though i feel ridiculously happy most of the time and i am very slow to anger or upset), and rather severe OCD. also tourette's, which is probably the most fun of them all. i don't think color-blindness counts but throw that in there somewhere.
 
I have a VERY delayed, fragmented and chaotic thought process. Many times I often find myself taking an abnormally long amount of time to effectively convey the things I want to… well convey (500 word essays take me WEEKS to write up). You could probably consider that an extreme form of perfectionism (probably not a ‘mental malfunction’, but that’s the closest one I could gather).
 
Ambience, I've had some of the same problems. After poking around various places, it turned out it was common in visual thinkers. I was starting to be labeled with extreme ADHD and a possible Asperger's Syndrome, when it turned out that a whole lot of it was just because I was entirely visual. A lot of the trouble I had was trying to translate abstract thought and imagery into language. And it often works the other way around, which sometimes makes me seem like a slow thinker. Apparently perfectionism tends to be a trait of the visual thinker as well.

... Just a thought.

So in addition to the above, once the visual thinker bit was ruled in, Asperger's was finally ruled out, though a touch of ADHD remains. That is, caffeine kinda slows me down (sometimes puts me to sleep) and I've always been easily distracted. Eh. There's been some debate as to if I'm chronically depressed or bipolar, though my psychiatrist wants to treat me for bipolar and my therapist is saying it's just chronic depression. I don't think chronic depression quite explains a 2 hour drive at random to San Francisco to spend money I don't really have. When I'm manic I have a few impulse issues.

On top of that is two other personalities, which haven't presented themselves in a long time. I can still tell they're there. Not sure how to explain it, but it's almost like feeling someone watching you all the time, and you know it's in your head.

The bipolar is my only big issue right now, though. Almost got it under control. I just need to add some exercise into my life (other than chasing a toddler) and prod myself into eating healthier.
 

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ADD, Social Anxiety, Perfectionism, Low Self-Esteem, Depression. All but the first kind of feed each other. Which is probably why I'll never release another game, I never think anything I do is good enough. Or good at all, for that matter.
 
Social Isolation, chaotic thinking, and easily get depressed.
I usually want to start to do something but get interested at doing another, then another, i dont finish the first one.
 
I suffer from extreme, almost seemingly random fits of absolute despair. For example, I will be working on homework and I'll begin to cry uncontrollably. I also cannot go to sleep without crying. Sometimes I begin to hallucinate and find that doing anything is too surreal to comprehend.

I also suffer from a case of awesome ;)

EDIT: Yeah, self esteem issues I think. But I find myself fairly happy.
 
I'm a phlegmatist, if such a word exists... (heh, look at my avatar ^_^ ). I also 'suffer' perfectionism, if that's a negative thing as ccoa said... I don't think so, though, I improved the appearance of almost all of Trick's scripts with this thing :P
 
I've always been pretty neurotic and generally obsessive, though I can control those things. I've also been diagnosed with depression (untreated because I don't believe in medicating depression) and some sort of disorder related to family. Also, I'm pretty apathetic and unmotivated, and have basically never been challenged in my life.
 
I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Social Anxiety and have to see a therapist about them....

I also suspect I might be dyspraxic but supposedly that is just me being clumsy. :(
 
catalyst;135694 said:
Ambience, I've had some of the same problems. After poking around various places, it turned out it was common in visual thinkers. I was starting to be labeled with extreme ADHD and a possible Asperger's Syndrome, when it turned out that a whole lot of it was just because I was entirely visual. A lot of the trouble I had was trying to translate abstract thought and imagery into language. And it often works the other way around, which sometimes makes me seem like a slow thinker. Apparently perfectionism tends to be a trait of the visual thinker as well.
Hmm… interesting. Considering that I have actually been classified as an INTP, that shouldn’t really come as a surprise to me.
 
You might as well call me the absent-minded professor. Ask me who won Best Picture at the Oscars in 1968 and I'll tell you (In the Heat of the Night) but I can't be expected to remember my notepad if I leave the house to go do an interview for the newspaper. There have been times where I've turned the car around and gone home three times in a row because I kept leaving stuff behind. It's terrible. I can't imagine it's going to get any better as I get older. Now where did I put my wallet...
 
Heh, well I might as well hop on..
Mine aren't as severe as some peoples.. but I suffer from ADHD.. drinking things or taking things with caffine don't really have the normal effect they should. I have random changing of attention because of it, I'll notice it is snowing outside before anyone else in a classroom, even if it is a flurry, it is really random... but I also suffer from being a perfectionist, which is probly why my games do take so long to finish, I want everything to be perfect and exact like anything I do. Is this all bad? Not really in the long run, it may help me more than anything, I keep things lively with groups of friends and people and I can get things done nice and as good as I can possibly get.
 
might be a couch;135682 said:
i am a fruit salad of mental disorders. slight add, autism, and paranoia, fairly severe depression (apparently, though i feel ridiculously happy most of the time and i am very slow to anger or upset).

Yeah... I'm like above, only slightly different I'm not a fruit salad of mental disorders. I don't have paranioa, and the add and outism stuff.

But. I do get this depression phase alot. It's really weird. It's like I'm extremely happy but when something I hate happens, my happiness like instantly turns off. Like the fact that my school is splitting girls and boys. (fuckin' idiots) I almost cried.... >_> <_< But on regular days. I'm perfectly fine. and jumpy. (but mostly bored.
 
Desperately depressive (of the bipolar variety, runs in the family), compulsive, powerfully (exclusively?) attracted to the emotionally damaged, otherwise charming and very sweet, seeks fun-loving single white brunette girl, 18-21, bubbly personality from average family :p

On a side note, I didn't manage to find that test, but I did find one for sexual purity. Which I had to take of course. The best thing about that was learning that committing incest and bestiality gives you the same loss of sexual purity as smoking pot and looking at porn. Something new every day, no?
 

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-Obsessive Compulsive
-Has a chronic dislike of being touched
-Clinical psychopath
-Self-proclaimed sociopath
-Sleep problems
-Caffiene Addiction

Hey: it could be worst. I could've been a scientologist. O_o :-P
 

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