i find things like this more of a reminder that death nears every day, that does does exist, that you will die. people naturally think themselves as entities not dying, and when you are reminded of this, there's the it's not happenening to me mentality. That's why when there's death near you, it affects you greater, as it reminds you that you (and to an extension your loved ones) are not immortal and unchanging, that the unfamiliar are nearer than anyone thinks. I actually find it extremely selfish, as while one can realize that someone is being killed while this message is being written, eventually one will forget. #hypocrisy
additionally, the idea of state, nation, country, and "world" in general work the same way. We don't really see things like that, like our lives, as unchanging. Sure, there can be natural disasters, but you cant fight those- there's only a sense of despair, hopelessness, and later hope to help. But something like 9/11 reminds you of human atrocity, of instability of the minds of those around you. The state and nation and etc. are similar. Do we ever actually imagine a new state being joined to the us now? do we ever actually imagine a country falling, japan or the US off the grid and taken over by britain or china? Not really. The destabilization of what we know cuases these feelings of pain, uncertainty, rage, distress, fear, hate, and for those reasons people thus react, usually badly. #emokid speak
idk i just have a bad view of everybody in general, and my being good at shit is generally meaningless, despite the journey of life. #optimistic nihilism