What do you fear?
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that god actually does exist, cus if he does, man is he gonna be pissed
also I have a big fear of things being done to my eyes, like... needles sticking in them, or someone poking me in them, etc. if I imagine a needle poking in my eye I can't sleep for fear someone will run in and do it.
also I have a big fear of things being done to my eyes, like... needles sticking in them, or someone poking me in them, etc. if I imagine a needle poking in my eye I can't sleep for fear someone will run in and do it.
Bees/Wasps: THEY HURT!
Heights: Too close to falling. Oddly enough, I'm not afraid of rollercoasters.
Ladders: ^^^^^
Spiders: WHY DO THEY NEED 8 LEGS? 8 FUCKING LEGS TOO MANY, DAMNIT!
Tight Spaces: Feel like I can't breathe.
Being alone: I feel like I hear more than what's to be heard.
Dark: If I can't see, I'm not happy.
Flies: I no want crap on my food!
Rats: I don't want to start the black plague, surprisingly.
Physical Exams: >_>
EDIT: Thunderstrorms: Cause they are linked to tornadoes.
Things being done to my eyes: I always think i'm gonna go blind or something.
Heights: Too close to falling. Oddly enough, I'm not afraid of rollercoasters.
Ladders: ^^^^^
Spiders: WHY DO THEY NEED 8 LEGS? 8 FUCKING LEGS TOO MANY, DAMNIT!
Tight Spaces: Feel like I can't breathe.
Being alone: I feel like I hear more than what's to be heard.
Dark: If I can't see, I'm not happy.
Flies: I no want crap on my food!
Rats: I don't want to start the black plague, surprisingly.
Physical Exams: >_>
EDIT: Thunderstrorms: Cause they are linked to tornadoes.
Things being done to my eyes: I always think i'm gonna go blind or something.
I hate Deep, and/or Dark water. If we go swimming at a friends house at night, I'm always freaking out, I can't stand it. I also can't stand swimming in the ocean either. Diving pools are okay, but ONLY in midday.
I hate bugs. Of any sort. At all. Although, I am able to hook worms when fishing. xD
I don't like being alone, but I don't like too many people at once either.
I think my only fear is to lose my sight, hearing, or hands.
Music is my passion, and I would kill myself if I couldn't play my trumpet again.
I hate bugs. Of any sort. At all. Although, I am able to hook worms when fishing. xD
I don't like being alone, but I don't like too many people at once either.
I think my only fear is to lose my sight, hearing, or hands.
Music is my passion, and I would kill myself if I couldn't play my trumpet again.
Oh, fuck, losing senses.
I'm an audiophile. If it was possible to have sex with music, I'd do it. If I couldn't hear anymore, my life would be a lot less rich.
I LOVE thunderstorms, though. I don't get why people don't like them, although the reasons are obvious, numerous, and very reasonable. They make me feel so pumped somehow -- it's because I'm an electrically-powered human being designed for a cleaner-burning future.
I'm an audiophile. If it was possible to have sex with music, I'd do it. If I couldn't hear anymore, my life would be a lot less rich.
I LOVE thunderstorms, though. I don't get why people don't like them, although the reasons are obvious, numerous, and very reasonable. They make me feel so pumped somehow -- it's because I'm an electrically-powered human being designed for a cleaner-burning future.
OK, I forgot one or two.
These are less serious and more pathetic though.
I fear I'll never amount to anything.
I fear I've not done enough and that when I die I'll be like countless others who the world doesn't even bother to remember and who go down in history as wastes of oxygen and time.
I fear that I'll be rejected by those I love.
I fear that I'll end up going too far and will kill myself.
I fear that I haven't DONE, only SEEN, and what that brings.
There's a bunch more but that's most of it.
So basically crippling self-doubt. Maybe I should be a Catholic.
These are less serious and more pathetic though.
I fear I'll never amount to anything.
I fear I've not done enough and that when I die I'll be like countless others who the world doesn't even bother to remember and who go down in history as wastes of oxygen and time.
I fear that I'll be rejected by those I love.
I fear that I'll end up going too far and will kill myself.
I fear that I haven't DONE, only SEEN, and what that brings.
There's a bunch more but that's most of it.
So basically crippling self-doubt. Maybe I should be a Catholic.
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I love storms. I sit on the stoop. Don't mind the rain, and I watch the sky drop currents of water and watch it explode, see clouds move, it's absolutely fucking beautiful.
I can hold a rabbit in a good storm. No matter what, thus far at least, it's like the ultimate placebo. All stress goes away. All fears go away. I've dropped out of conversations where people say my name like 5x before I snap back all "Hm? What?". If I ever lived somewhere where it stormed nonstop, I'd die. I'd forget to eat. I'd forget everything.
But I'd be happy.
I can hold a rabbit in a good storm. No matter what, thus far at least, it's like the ultimate placebo. All stress goes away. All fears go away. I've dropped out of conversations where people say my name like 5x before I snap back all "Hm? What?". If I ever lived somewhere where it stormed nonstop, I'd die. I'd forget to eat. I'd forget everything.
But I'd be happy.
I'm afraid of germs and shit. Like, I generally only use plasticware if I can, and if I can't I'll see if the silverware looks okay but I usually won't use that anyway. I don't touch much(especially people) and I won't eat food if someone touches it, or even breathes on it(well sometimes if they touch it, if it's slight and I usually just tear off wherever it was). There's other germ things, too.
Oh, and my biggest most scared fear ever is cutting my neck while shaving. I know, it doesn't really happen, but it causes me to shave really slowly and I just always think about cutting my neck with the razor. That brings me to my worst way to die, having my neck slit by a realllllly thin blade.
But I've been getting better, a little, about the germs thing but it's still pretty strong.
Oh, and my biggest most scared fear ever is cutting my neck while shaving. I know, it doesn't really happen, but it causes me to shave really slowly and I just always think about cutting my neck with the razor. That brings me to my worst way to die, having my neck slit by a realllllly thin blade.
But I've been getting better, a little, about the germs thing but it's still pretty strong.
My greatest fear is a horrible death. To die in battle, or from heart failure after a long and full life, doesn't bother me too much, at least the concept doesn't. But to die by degrees, the way my grandmother did, in terrible pain for years, robbed of mobility, continence, and memory by cancer, that truly scares me.