It's that time.

[Despain]

Hey, everyone. It's time for me to finally bow out.

As most of you know, I haven't been around much lately. Most of this is because I have been spending much more time with an active social life. I've made lots of friends at my college this semester, I've turned 21, and I spend a lot of time hanging out with them. I rarely put any thought into this place anymore and even when I am on the internet, this place is very low on my places to visit.

Yesterday, at a family Christmas Eve party, I did something that I regret. Some people may have been in the irc channel and know what I am talking about. To make a long story short, alcohol got the best of me and my family no longer trusts me around my younger cousins. They agreed not to press charges, but I am going to be kicked out of my house and my family is disowning me. Because of this, I realized that I need to step back and analyze my life and the direction I am going in. I have made some horrible decisions lately, and it's time for me to reflect on those decisions. On top of that, of course, I'm going to be living with a friend while I save up enough money to begin living on my own.

I'm going to turn off my computer today, and leave it off until I go back to school, and even then I will only be using it for school-related work. I need to connect with the world and I need to find a place in society that fits me. I'm sorry for any trouble that I have caused. I love you all, and I thank you for being an important part of my life for the past few years.

Merry Christmas.

 

[dadevvtsvre]

Good luck in life Des. At least you have your priorities straight!

 

[Ellie]

:x @ thinking you were joking

Well, I guess we all need to get out more into the real world.

Farewell brave warrior! (And I hope it works out for ya)

 

[Anonymous]

i'm sitting here, trying to think of a reply, and my mind is drawing a complete blank.

you sick fuck.

 

[$t3v0]

Wow.

Good luck Des! MUCH LOVE FROM ENGLAND! ;-)

 

[Anonymous]

seriously what the fuck how could you do that even underaf dafd dlfk alg ladg jlDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDyou are the worst person holy shit

i knew you had problems but seriously what.

 

[Anonymous]

good riddance get the fuck out

 

[Ellie]

He was pretty drunk.

But... Maybe we should have stepped in? How can you tell when someone's a living troll ~

 

[Surmuck]

But... Maybe we should have stepped in?

i dont think there was anyone there who thought he could possibly be serious because it was pretty damned crazy so hell if any of us are responsible.

goodbye

 

[Anonymous]

even if you're drunk you should have enough common sense not to try and fuck a 12-year-old

i mean jesus christ what are you seriously trying to SYMPATHIZE

 

[Surmuck]

i hope you dont think i was trying to sympathize because i still think it was a really fucked up thing to do even if your drunk!! i'm just saying wyatt is crazy to think that maybe we should have done something!!!

 

[Ellie]

I didn't mean it like that, I'm just saying that if Des wasn't such a troll to begin with we might have clicked or something idk

Wait wait wait what about Wumpi?

 

[@#$%^&]

i'm des' cousin and i'd clarify that, in my defense, we were just playing WHERE'S THE PICKLE?: NAKED version

 

[Anonymous]

Jason, I'm very sorry. I really did love you until now and I did for a long time.

Still, this is horrible. You know full well how I feel about alcohol in the first place and using it as an excuse for your taking advantage of a child, or your cousin at that, is disgusting. I don't think that alcohol alone could turn you into such a despicable person. Maybe you were this bad all along and any good I saw in you was just my imagination.

It's a shame I never got to speak to you in person but I suppose it'll make this a lot easier.

I'm sorry but when and if you return, I don't think I could stand to speak to you. I guess this means it's over.

 

[Twirly]

Wow.
Today I thought for a while about it and I said to myself: "what the hell am I thinking, he was just trolling anyway"
And then I see this.
I am just speechless.

I wish you good luck with your life.

 

[shadow]

Good luck.. I guess. I'm at a loss for words. If you decide to come back here, I don't think it will work out. Time for you to move on, and succeed at something else.

 

[Dissonance]

hum.

 

[Fayte]

i dont even know what happene dbut alcohol+cousins+regrets is fucking disgusting.

good riddance get the fuck out

 

[Venetia]

:x

 

[nikki]

Damn dude, thats messed up! Why would you come here and tell everyone what you did?

And to Volrath above me, you are so right!