im puzzled and i dont know why

[Z-Row]

i found out today that an adult actress hung herself about 10 months ago. its strange to think about having "alone time" with pictures of a woman who is now dead. its a little creepy now that i know. but when i found out, i was absolutely shocked. i was totally taken by surprise, and still am. but the thing i dont understand is why i feel the way i do.

why am i so shocked and bothered by the fact that this woman killed herself? i didnt know her, never met her, and never planned to. i never joined her site, never bought anything from it, or contributed to it in any way. if i had no connection whatsoever, then why do i feel like i do? i feel kinda sad, and at a loss, but theres no reason that i can identify to justify these feelings. can one of you older chaps explain this?

http://www.answers.com/topic/angela-devi

 

[Roman Candle]

Maybe you feel like in looking at naked pictures of her you were in some way taking advantage of her. Maybe in your mind you formed some kind of connection with her. Maybe her ghost is hot for you.

 

[~Atlaswing~]

Hoooh...

Hooohh... You masturbate with my pictures eh? Hooooh... Hoooh...

Well i think it is natural to feel shocked. I mean you have been looking at her pictures for some time, so in your mind, you feel close to her. Its a natural reaction of the brain to feel some kind of relationship with someone or something after spending some time with it. Much like with real people. When you spend some time with them, you will feel comfortable with them.

Feeling shocked, maybe i think you felt that coz:
1. You didnt know after all these months.
2. You felt a relationship with her, a kind of closeness...

 

[FoxDemonSoavi]

This is not really a symposium topic. I moved it to general discussion. I think the reason you may feel on some level as if you commited a form of necrophillia.