hmmm....
well not that long ago I had a suicide dream.
this wasn't a hungery, "drown my self", suicide dream.
this one was more....
staby, and...
gunshot....y
and alot more in front of everyone.
It went down a little something like this.... I was sitting in the middle of my algebra class, all sorts of normal. I wasn't doing anything, no work.
then someone made a crack about gay people or something racist, I dunno.
but after this person said that I jumped up and yelled....
damn what did I yell..."shut the fuck up", I think It was. somehow I had a gun and I shot the fuck out of this guy.
stabbed him, very....graphic things.
then I ran off to my girlfriends class (which I think is choir) and blew my own brains out right in front of her.
what confuses me is I woke up laughing.....
one of my friends think I need to see a doctor....the mental kind.