Juan J. Sánchez
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I'm thinking about converting to another religion.
I was born and raised Roman Catholic, baptized and everything, even used to go to church every Sunday. However, the idea of a God never appealed me. Seriously, I don't get why people worship a deity who is always watching you (emphasis on ALWAYS), has the power to do anything (such as creating the freaking Universe), and yet refuses to do anything, and if it actually does something, your mortal mind isn't capable of comprehending the "greater scheme of things". I'm also not a big fan of being called a sinner for doing things that are pretty much human nature. This being said, I'm very open-minded to the Catholic Church. My whole family is Roman Catholic. The Church carries out a lot of charity work and stuff, but most importantly, Catholicism gives people hope and makes their lives easier.
I've been an atheist since I was very little (probably 12 or 13-years-old). At this time I didn't even know the definition of atheism or the difference between atheism and agnosticism, but I can clearly recall denying the existence of God, first to myself and later in public. If you're wondering how you become an atheist so young, it first starts when your prayers don't actually come true and you realize people act on their on free will, and not by "divine command". Anger leads to indifference. Indifference leads to questioning your principles, only to learn that these "principles" were imbued upon you, and not your personal decision.
Atheism, as some of you may not know, is something less of an actual religion or sect. It's rather more of a parsimonious view on world matters. That is to say, if someone tomorrow were to scientifically proof the existence of a deity or deities, I'd instantly become a theist. However, until such claims are proven (which I believe will never occur), I will firmly state with all conviction: "There is no God or gods". It's not very fun being an atheist since most people think you are some sort of devil worshiper (note that I also do not believe in a soul, heaven, hell, or the devil). This is why I usually keep it to myself unless someone asks. When I have to tell people I'm an atheist, it's the absolute worst, because they expect me to rationalize to them why there is no God. I think most atheists would agree with me that since atheism is not a religion, it's not up to atheists to disproof the existence of God, but rather of theists to provide a rationale for theism.
You don't go around asking people to rationalize why unicorns aren't real.
To conclude this long rant on religion (or lack thereof), I recently learned there are atheistic religions. You see, you can be both an atheist and spiritual. These are not mutually exclusive. Certain religions such as Buddhism and Jainism are atheistic. I've been reading about Buddhism and I like it, specially since I feel spiritually troubled and I really think I could use some guidance. And the discipline. I'm afraid if I carry on with this, my family won't be too happy (specially my parents). Also, it's kind of ridiculous to be a Latino Buddhist (I think). Funny, because one of the teachings of Buddhism is to learn and practice nonattachment from views in order to be open to receive others' viewpoints. Do you think this means I should care or I should care not about what others think? I'll raise two questions for anyone who read this whole thing:
1. Have you ever changed or felt like changing religions (or become an atheist)?
2. What is your current faith? Are you happy with it?
I'll leave you the first precept of engaged Buddhism by the venerable Thich Nhat Hanh to ponder:
"Do not be idolatrous about or bound to any doctrine, theory, or ideology, even Buddhist ones. Buddhist systems of thought are guiding means; they are not absolute truth."
I was born and raised Roman Catholic, baptized and everything, even used to go to church every Sunday. However, the idea of a God never appealed me. Seriously, I don't get why people worship a deity who is always watching you (emphasis on ALWAYS), has the power to do anything (such as creating the freaking Universe), and yet refuses to do anything, and if it actually does something, your mortal mind isn't capable of comprehending the "greater scheme of things". I'm also not a big fan of being called a sinner for doing things that are pretty much human nature. This being said, I'm very open-minded to the Catholic Church. My whole family is Roman Catholic. The Church carries out a lot of charity work and stuff, but most importantly, Catholicism gives people hope and makes their lives easier.
I've been an atheist since I was very little (probably 12 or 13-years-old). At this time I didn't even know the definition of atheism or the difference between atheism and agnosticism, but I can clearly recall denying the existence of God, first to myself and later in public. If you're wondering how you become an atheist so young, it first starts when your prayers don't actually come true and you realize people act on their on free will, and not by "divine command". Anger leads to indifference. Indifference leads to questioning your principles, only to learn that these "principles" were imbued upon you, and not your personal decision.
Atheism, as some of you may not know, is something less of an actual religion or sect. It's rather more of a parsimonious view on world matters. That is to say, if someone tomorrow were to scientifically proof the existence of a deity or deities, I'd instantly become a theist. However, until such claims are proven (which I believe will never occur), I will firmly state with all conviction: "There is no God or gods". It's not very fun being an atheist since most people think you are some sort of devil worshiper (note that I also do not believe in a soul, heaven, hell, or the devil). This is why I usually keep it to myself unless someone asks. When I have to tell people I'm an atheist, it's the absolute worst, because they expect me to rationalize to them why there is no God. I think most atheists would agree with me that since atheism is not a religion, it's not up to atheists to disproof the existence of God, but rather of theists to provide a rationale for theism.
You don't go around asking people to rationalize why unicorns aren't real.
To conclude this long rant on religion (or lack thereof), I recently learned there are atheistic religions. You see, you can be both an atheist and spiritual. These are not mutually exclusive. Certain religions such as Buddhism and Jainism are atheistic. I've been reading about Buddhism and I like it, specially since I feel spiritually troubled and I really think I could use some guidance. And the discipline. I'm afraid if I carry on with this, my family won't be too happy (specially my parents). Also, it's kind of ridiculous to be a Latino Buddhist (I think). Funny, because one of the teachings of Buddhism is to learn and practice nonattachment from views in order to be open to receive others' viewpoints. Do you think this means I should care or I should care not about what others think? I'll raise two questions for anyone who read this whole thing:
1. Have you ever changed or felt like changing religions (or become an atheist)?
2. What is your current faith? Are you happy with it?
I'll leave you the first precept of engaged Buddhism by the venerable Thich Nhat Hanh to ponder:
"Do not be idolatrous about or bound to any doctrine, theory, or ideology, even Buddhist ones. Buddhist systems of thought are guiding means; they are not absolute truth."