honestly bro you get no sympathy from me. you regularly stroke your own ego and act poorly, enticing people to bat you around for a reaction, and then start weeping when it happens without considering that maybe your behaviour is a catalyst. you regularly start shit and for the past week you've been PMing moderators trying to get someone to step in without fixing your own glaring problems.
there's a reason this only happens to you, and it's not that ridiculous porn game you were titillating fages with; it's that you yourself instigate these situations, and cry about the consequences. multiple times we have gone "alright, full reset, forget this guy used to be an angrykid" and you've ruined it for yourself every single time. your breaking point was literally that someone raised a decent objection about your goddamn Morrowind mod, and for god's sake, that won't do.
you're bad for this place, son. don't let the door hit you in the vagina on the way out.