Hello. It's been a while i've been here.
I successfully applied to the university i want, so now i got lots and lots of free time and also
the university i'm going is quite good one, So I have no worries now
Currently I'm developing two projects, one is in my signature, and one is not announced to
you guys, But sooner or later maybe i could post a little about it.
Well, here's what I'm really saying :
I just got to know that i should get rid of person who i don't like and get more contact
with person i prefer. I just don't really did that before because i don't really want to lose
friends. But After I defined "Friendship" for my self, Now i think i know what to do.
Well, remember that one of my so-called "friend" slapped me? -> LINK
I talked a lot with him and also had lots of memories with him for a year,
Sometimes he frustrated me too much that i don't want to talk to him anymore ( like when he slapped me )
He also changed me a lot. Both in bad and good ways.
But recently i noticed that the way he talks to me is just bullshit.
I saw him trying to insult my parent so i got really pissed and deleted his contacts
and banned him from sending anything to me. I don't know if he knows about this or not,
but I won't consider him as friend anymore since the way he treat me is also too fucked up for being a friend.
Before I successfully finished my university application, i'd say i'm in big crap since
in this country -> Good Degree = Good Life. And everything was not right. My school score was poor
because I had so much traumas because of the bullies in school and that trauma always keeps me from
doing something. (I even thought about quitting the school a year ago.)
But after i succeed my goal, everything changed. This means both in good ways and bad ways.
Good one is that i have less worries about my future and i can learn what i want to learn in good curriculum.
Bad one... Well? Guess what. the guys at school are eager to insult me. Not much cheers.
Reason is very funny. "They" insult someone both if he/or she is better than them or worse than them.
When they insult someone because that person is worse than them, they insult because that person looks very
stupid and retarded, without trying to understand why that person is doing that.
And When they insult someone because that person is better than them, they insult because they are jealous
like hell for that person being better than them without thinking how much tear and sweat that person took to
achieve the goal.
So the reason they insult me is because they think i got to go to the really nice university without taking
any sweat while they go to somewhat local , normal university. But as i said,
I took a lot of time and effort to get to that university. I succeeded because i prepared my portfolio for 3 months
which is about 6 years of my RMXP game development and the things happened and experienced.
Also I practiced oral test for a month. I applied for 6 Universities and I failed in 5. I finally win one.
and that's actually very hard to do. but they won't think about it. Top shit.
Also there are some people who want to take advantage only when in need. I call them "Human Bats"
You know the fable about bats? One the Ground animals and flying animals had a fight.
When Ground animals are about to win, bat joined them because he had legs.
When Flying animals are about to win, bat joined them because he had wings.
That why i call them that way. They change sides for their advantage.
Some guys showed up and they said congrats for getting into the nice college. And they said
I should buy some meals for them. I thought it was just some kind of joke and laughed.
But someday after one of them showed up and asked when the hell i am going to buy that meals.
So i said him to fuck off and never come up to me. Then he said he's disappointed at me.
But the truth is, he bullied me when other guys bullied me a year ago and now he comes up
like he's some close friend of me and told me that.
They call that kinds of bullshit a "Friendship". Oh.
Well, isn't the friend a person who understand each other and try to be good at each other?
That's what i think and i also thought what most of people around me would think, but the reality was so rotten.
And the society is really scary one. These rotten ones took over the normal ones and the role is reversed.
I saw so much of that, Rotten ones spill their odor all over the place and hurts everyone it touches.
And once rotten, It/They can never become fresh again.
So the post is not really amusing one but i feel quite better after i wrote down the these and it actually
helps me forget it. I know, this isn't my personal blog.
But I can get some advice from people and prevent these kinds of thing from happening again.
Thanks for reading long post.
** And if you dont' really like the post...Well Ignore it please. I don't want so much arguments.
I successfully applied to the university i want, so now i got lots and lots of free time and also
the university i'm going is quite good one, So I have no worries now
Currently I'm developing two projects, one is in my signature, and one is not announced to
you guys, But sooner or later maybe i could post a little about it.
Well, here's what I'm really saying :
I just got to know that i should get rid of person who i don't like and get more contact
with person i prefer. I just don't really did that before because i don't really want to lose
friends. But After I defined "Friendship" for my self, Now i think i know what to do.
Well, remember that one of my so-called "friend" slapped me? -> LINK
I talked a lot with him and also had lots of memories with him for a year,
Sometimes he frustrated me too much that i don't want to talk to him anymore ( like when he slapped me )
He also changed me a lot. Both in bad and good ways.
But recently i noticed that the way he talks to me is just bullshit.
After i successfully got into the university, I started several social network accounts and
posted bunch of thing i want. Then this guy showed off and said
* Guy : " Your meanless disturbing posts are making me hard to scroll down my feeds. "
And my mom saw it and said he's such a douche, and she commented him
* My mom to that guy :" You're strange person. If you don't like him too much, then just removed him from the friend list. "
Then after a short while,
* Guy to me : " Sorry mate I'm banning you from my friend list."
Few hours later he posted some picture on the facebook.
There was the capture of my mom's comment and his comment, and the description said :
" What the fuck is this person? I almost give up respecting elders. "
and that person - is my mom -_-;;
posted bunch of thing i want. Then this guy showed off and said
* Guy : " Your meanless disturbing posts are making me hard to scroll down my feeds. "
And my mom saw it and said he's such a douche, and she commented him
* My mom to that guy :" You're strange person. If you don't like him too much, then just removed him from the friend list. "
Then after a short while,
* Guy to me : " Sorry mate I'm banning you from my friend list."
Few hours later he posted some picture on the facebook.
There was the capture of my mom's comment and his comment, and the description said :
" What the fuck is this person? I almost give up respecting elders. "
and that person - is my mom -_-;;
and banned him from sending anything to me. I don't know if he knows about this or not,
but I won't consider him as friend anymore since the way he treat me is also too fucked up for being a friend.
Before I successfully finished my university application, i'd say i'm in big crap since
in this country -> Good Degree = Good Life. And everything was not right. My school score was poor
because I had so much traumas because of the bullies in school and that trauma always keeps me from
doing something. (I even thought about quitting the school a year ago.)
But after i succeed my goal, everything changed. This means both in good ways and bad ways.
Good one is that i have less worries about my future and i can learn what i want to learn in good curriculum.
Bad one... Well? Guess what. the guys at school are eager to insult me. Not much cheers.
Reason is very funny. "They" insult someone both if he/or she is better than them or worse than them.
When they insult someone because that person is worse than them, they insult because that person looks very
stupid and retarded, without trying to understand why that person is doing that.
And When they insult someone because that person is better than them, they insult because they are jealous
like hell for that person being better than them without thinking how much tear and sweat that person took to
achieve the goal.
So the reason they insult me is because they think i got to go to the really nice university without taking
any sweat while they go to somewhat local , normal university. But as i said,
I took a lot of time and effort to get to that university. I succeeded because i prepared my portfolio for 3 months
which is about 6 years of my RMXP game development and the things happened and experienced.
Also I practiced oral test for a month. I applied for 6 Universities and I failed in 5. I finally win one.
and that's actually very hard to do. but they won't think about it. Top shit.
Also there are some people who want to take advantage only when in need. I call them "Human Bats"
You know the fable about bats? One the Ground animals and flying animals had a fight.
When Ground animals are about to win, bat joined them because he had legs.
When Flying animals are about to win, bat joined them because he had wings.
That why i call them that way. They change sides for their advantage.
Some guys showed up and they said congrats for getting into the nice college. And they said
I should buy some meals for them. I thought it was just some kind of joke and laughed.
But someday after one of them showed up and asked when the hell i am going to buy that meals.
So i said him to fuck off and never come up to me. Then he said he's disappointed at me.
But the truth is, he bullied me when other guys bullied me a year ago and now he comes up
like he's some close friend of me and told me that.
They call that kinds of bullshit a "Friendship". Oh.
Well, isn't the friend a person who understand each other and try to be good at each other?
That's what i think and i also thought what most of people around me would think, but the reality was so rotten.
And the society is really scary one. These rotten ones took over the normal ones and the role is reversed.
I saw so much of that, Rotten ones spill their odor all over the place and hurts everyone it touches.
And once rotten, It/They can never become fresh again.
So the post is not really amusing one but i feel quite better after i wrote down the these and it actually
helps me forget it. I know, this isn't my personal blog.
But I can get some advice from people and prevent these kinds of thing from happening again.
Thanks for reading long post.
** And if you dont' really like the post...Well Ignore it please. I don't want so much arguments.